Dear blog:
It has been a while since I last wrote here….didn’t bother much...oh well you know…days kinda getting busy n stuff like that…
Anyways… here’s the thing… I’ve broken out yet another silver cage last month…the significant thing this time was I was the second to break free (usually I'm first…rrrar).
However…I’m not all that agonized devastated or whatever… at first yeah… a little… but I surprisingly found myself back to my normal track…even a better track than usual. In fact I have a whole horde of feminists telling me I’m better off on my own, others are working as “spy n gossip” agents… and me? I’m just floating in my school subjects (failed most of them….my brain is still in holiday mood).
But the worst thing in this situation is some guys…who I thought were supportive friends were actually taking advantage (they know how soft girls go when their wings first get unclipped) of my independence. They changed my point of view towards them. Instead I clutched to my single status like grim reaper (and its gonna take a whole lotta effort to ease my grip).
Hehehe, I just remembered a peculiar incident which happened coupla weeks ago. We (sister, friends, pals. Whatever) went bubbling, and 3 new guys joined us (welcome to sociable Dubai) and we were all chit chatting and having a nice time, when 2 of them got up to get something or whatever. Eventually when they resumed their seats (on a big 6 seater sofa which I happened to be sitting on too) they were squeezed to each other with their booby chubby friend… so I told the first guy in the row to move up (occupy the vast vacancy next to me) for I had about 2 seats free. So he moves so closed up to my nose and whispers (and he was a hell of a fast talker….to make it worst he was speaking Arabic) “look…I just want you to understand that I’m not ready for a commitment, I’m not interested in dating and blah blah blabbity blah” and I just had a big question mark on my face… coz I didn’t grasp what was he intending to say until like a looooong time later…I was just likeK..Confused. DID I LIKE OFFER YOU A LAP DANCE??????????
Asshole…loool
Other un-important recent events this week:
I jabbed 3 guys with a screwdriver last week in my school bus for taking unauthorized videos of me bullying a pesky 11 year old.
Boosted up my ego for narcissi purposes.
Remembered my mis-treatment to Ahmed and cried to myself (guilt)
Got cute panties J
Heard about a guy in the college next door who has an unusually very similar resemblance to me and carries my family name (interesting…*alien theme music*)
Some guy in school has beautiful eyes…don’t mean that beautiful kind… his eyes look like… so …uh... full of kohl... with perfect eyebrows.. (Didn’t stare long to see his eye lashes)... weird *alien music….again*
Ah…I’m done for now…I’m going to bed…nighty night!
