distance fades

i know
that you
will go
for miles
across oceans
will tow
treasure caskets
will flow
with rivers
will soar
the skies
will plough
the fields
will mow
the meadows
will explore
the continents

for me

but i
won't stay
i shall
betray
and will have
to say
that you should
go away
i chose
my way
it ain't
foul play
its a price
to pay
for being alone
every day
expect
dismay
for you were never there

with me

Regret Not

Regret Not (06-05-06) initially written October 2005

The rage in me
Like a million hells
When you fail to see
What my sorrow tells

The anguish in me
In my veins through my heart
When I’m locked yet free
Never knew love would hurt

The happiness in me
Gradually dying away
As we fail to be
What we used to say

The love in me
Hasn’t died my friend
It just had to flee
To someone god has sent

cousin quotes

one of my natural highs is spending time with my cousins in oman, they are hilarious, its fun to here quotes from them, here are some:

1. at the breakfast table
uncle N: "who wants jam?"
cousin AM: "me"
uncle N: "whos peanut butter?"
cousin M: "me!"
uncle N: "you are not peanut butter, you are my son"

2. cousin A: "aaawww, dad, please don't tell me we are going to Al Fair!"
uncle N: "i wont tell you, but we are going"

3. cousin AM: "daaayumn, is that makhfi or a wall?"

4. cousin AM: "daayumn, is that a dog or a gorilla?"

5. cousin M: "when i get my car, i wont give no one a ride, ill take a two seater, and ill remove the passenger seat and place a sub woofer"

6. sister Y: "so basically during sunset prayers, we face the sunset??"

GOODNESS!!!!

57.6 fuckin Kilograms!
im starting to get a double chin, and i think i am gettin flabby!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

WHO??

so...
who reads my blog?
please comment so i can know...
i wont be posting until i see a satisfyig number of readers...

thankoo

a brand new look

ladies and gents i present to you ...
THE NEW LOOK

yes people, as you can witness before your very own bedazzled eyes i have chosen the colour BROWN
Why?
Because im brown, i like brownies, coffee, chocolate and BBQed Beef (which are all brown)
lol

i have included a list of other blogs i'm concerned about and will add more blogs later plus i have put up a list of sites i like to visit.

i have added a picture of me too :P

aaahhh, i feel new now!

goodnight

my confessions

• i have slight lovehandles which i find very hard to get rid off, they sometimes dissappear but bulge out every once in a while
• i get depressed when a lil acne pops on my face, i loose it completely, especially when i find it before i got out
• i'm sometimes callous with people and can get quite choosy
• im sort of a butter-fingered person at times
• i hate just HATE it when i'm interrupted whil eating (possibilites of homicide can occur)
• i like to keep my closet arranged, a habit i developed in the last two years
• i sometimes admire boys who are younger than me *bashes head against the wall*
• i'm a lazy person and i enjoy being inactive
• i love eating, its my happiness
• i have a habit of checkin the booty when passing in front on full wall mirrors or walking past shop window panes
• i love commenting on people i see in the mall (but only when i'm with my sis chia)
• out of every ten dishes i cook, one burns
• i bite my nails
• i bit my toe nails when i was 11
• i can sometimes admire my cousins so much its almost a crush
• i love to think and ponder, especially in bed before sleeping, there are times i think too much that my sleep flies off
• i'm scared of cocroaches and hate them to the core
• i hate touching public toilet door handles and always avoid it
• listening to the teacher bores me to death
• i dont like to be given orders
• i still havent perfected the waxing techniques and i cant tolerate the pain
• i always order a salad platter in restaurants when accompanied with a male because i dont want to unhinge my jaw to eat up a burger or a sandwich
• i'm quite a spoilt child, maybe because im the youngest, yet im not considered spoilt with the universal standards
• i always dream of shopping with my own money
• i sometimes use the phrase "i know" even if i dont
• i like to act like i like people sometimes, it sort of taunts guys, so sorry
• i suck at babysitting
• i can get so naughty sometimes without noticing myself
• if i dont likeu much, ill smile at u, once u turn around, i will make a face or put up a finger, so watch it , lol
• i love suckin up at teachers (recommendation letters habibi! lol)
• im sometimes to lazy to take a shower
• i smile in public to catch attention, not the normal smile, the one sided evil smile

thats all i can think of today,

and so to bed

goodnight

ps: abriii, i miss u wallah

another update

yet another update, which is pointless...
so many days have passed without one and that would upset my fans, so i am posting a pointless update which will hopefully satisfy the readers.
important events!!!

1. i started 5 30 a.m walks in my neighborhood which i must admit, they are simply glorious! the sceneries are amazing, all the shades of green, i cant even describe the beauty.
2. mama got hit by a bicycle :(
3. i have been suffering a bad cough for almost a week :(
4. i applied for a job AT LAST
5. i dread the fact the results are soon out to face us

there u go, blog updated, until i get sumthin worth it