Dont lie and moody music

Don’t Lie (28 September 2006)

Don’t lie
If you will just pass by
Just do it
I won’t cry

Don’t lie
If you’ll drop me after lifting me high
Just do it
I won’t ask why

Don’t lie
If you’ll abandon me and leave me to die
Just do it
I’ll say goodbye

But, promise me, I beg you
That you won’t betray it all
With a lie

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I know that most of the poems I compose these days during my free lessons (or the boring lessons at times) are all miserable, but I think the majority of my poems are depressing in all cases. Actually I express my sorrow, worries and anxiety through poetry, at times I cry while writing (its pathetic I know) but I do get emotionally dejected while writing.
It doesn’t matter though, I do get great relief every time I complete a poem, and I get back to my blissful mood.
This week has been sort of depressing for me, it was sort of dim for me, although I didn’t react much to it and tried to move along normally. Music has – in one way or the other- played a role in controlling my moods (which was mostly in dream mode). This week’s songs that play in my head:

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5: it is a beautiful song I have to say, and it is actually a very moning-ish song, I always catch myself smiling softly to myself every time that song plays

You’re Beautiful by James Blunt: this song has a special power, I mean how many people I have only seen ONCE and wished to see again, some of them really deserve a song

Schism by Tool: this song is pure genius, wish I heard it before, before a few friends advised me to do so, the words, the tune, everything in it is so inspiring. I think I heard it before but I haven’t noticed. “cold silence has the tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion between supposed lovers”

Sexy back by Justin Timberlake: ok, no emotions there, but its fun to sing, and see the guys around you go mental.

Stoned in love by Tom Jones: ok, this song basically makes me cry at times, or I would just sing along sadly, I don’t think I’ll ever get sick of it.

Sigh, it’s the weekend ladies and gents, I hope you all enjoy it. Goodnight and good luck.

torn...

this poem here was written around a year ago or so, though i do somehow find it compatible with many situations.

Torn (20-02-05)
You are the present, he is the past
Equally kind
Sacred in my mind
You are here, he is there
Equally loving
Unusual finding
You are one, he is too
Equally respectful
According to you, beautiful
You are mine, I am his
Equally wanted
Equally needed
Equally torn…


on another note:
-i'd like to wish everyone a blessed ramadhan.
-i was voted for student council :)
-i miss rakshi

back to school!

so! my last academic year in school! and here goes!

• i cant wake up late no more to catch up with the bus as it takes the back route, so i have to get my ass up 10 minutes earlier every morning
• we have a new principle! Mr Mc Laughlin, aka Mr Mc LOLlin and Dr Phil
• the school this year accepted MASSIVE amounts of grade 12s, those who got A's and those who got U's. every single idiot joined for As/A Level and they infested our area, apparently, our usual area upstairs looks like thug mansion now. I doubt some of the guys admitted even know the square root of one. There is actually a business class of 40 compared to 15 last year.

oh boy, i'm too lazy to write the rest, *snore*, perhaps another time.

May I? (edited) and more

May I?
may I have your hand in mine?
hold them there to the end of time
show you how free you could be
in my world
of love, happiness and glee

May I?
may I take your heart for a ride?
release it, out and off into the wild
fragile, soft but safe and sound
buried in me...
love bound

May I?
May I swim within your mind?
spurn your pain and misery behind
let me discover your emotions
deep within
like an azure ocean


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on another note:

- i was standing by the school reception last week waiting to make a call for a cab, and i noticed some teacher's CV on the desk, i took a closer look and TADA! it had this line:
occupation: English tetcher
NICE! good luck with your job, whoever you are!
-its been 5 years since 9/11, and i need to say: GODDAMIT GET OVER IT!
-school is startin tomorrow *yaaay*, and we have a new weekend, which is practically LAME! it will take time to get used to it, but it does really truly honestly suck! because for instance: my sister has an off on friday, half day on saturday, and normal workin hours on sunday, so basically: WTF!
-a student has been suspended from college, right here in dubai, for having a contreversial blog, hmmmm, wonder where i would end up if i started one talkin more about school.
-i like coffee!
-fidelity sucks.

have a nice week all, i'm taking a long break, and getting into my academic indulgance. tataz!